Four more years
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Ever since I started college back in 2010, I have nothing almost nothing productive. I mostly skipped classes after a month and while it became suspicious after a while, I pretty much skipped all classes for the rest of the year. Ever since I dropped out, I have been mostly sitting in the bedroom being bored, browsing the internet and playing video games.
My lifeless self has started to become depressing since 2012 but I just can't get myself to do anything about it. I fear turning 30 still living with my parents having accomplished absolutely nothing. I want to get a job, but I just can't get myself to do so. I've been hiding in my comfort zone for way too long. It doesn't help that I was socially anxious before becoming a shut-in. I feel so bad about leeching tax money from society but I just decide to remain this way.
Throughout the past few years, I've become less nice, more selfish, less motivated to do anything. Heck, I don't even feel like doing things I love as much anymore. As a result, things have gotten a lot more boring and while escaping this lifestyle is possible, there's little motivation to do so. I can't myself to talk to new people offline and online because I don't want them to find out that I'm a loser leeching from their tax money.
I'm not expecting anything useful out of this. I just wanted to get this out anonymously.
- throwaway7982712
My lifeless self has started to become depressing since 2012 but I just can't get myself to do anything about it. I fear turning 30 still living with my parents having accomplished absolutely nothing. I want to get a job, but I just can't get myself to do so. I've been hiding in my comfort zone for way too long. It doesn't help that I was socially anxious before becoming a shut-in. I feel so bad about leeching tax money from society but I just decide to remain this way.
Throughout the past few years, I've become less nice, more selfish, less motivated to do anything. Heck, I don't even feel like doing things I love as much anymore. As a result, things have gotten a lot more boring and while escaping this lifestyle is possible, there's little motivation to do so. I can't myself to talk to new people offline and online because I don't want them to find out that I'm a loser leeching from their tax money.
I'm not expecting anything useful out of this. I just wanted to get this out anonymously.
- throwaway7982712