seeking to restore order

erik316wttn: hi
thebeardmorebear: hi there
erik316wttn: im in your tribe in e-survivor
thebeardmorebear: cool....I'm reading your email right
now.....
erik316wttn: ok
erik316wttn: im interested in forming a strong
alliance. you interested?
thebeardmorebear: is this your first e-survivor game
too?
erik316wttn: yes
thebeardmorebear: of course I'm interested
erik316wttn: ok
erik316wttn: so far its me, you, and annie
erik316wttn: annie and i are really good, strong
players
thebeardmorebear: I'm dedicated too
thebeardmorebear: we're gonna kick some butt
erik316wttn: yes we are
thebeardmorebear: what is our tribe name?
erik316wttn: its us 3 to the end, plus 2 more people
to carry the vote
erik316wttn: i dont know, something like Detox or
something. All i know is that it sounds like a disease
and has an "x" in it
thebeardmorebear: omg......lol
thebeardmorebear: oh.....unavox
erik316wttn: thats what it is
thebeardmorebear: lol........yeah
erik316wttn: so how many games have you played in
previously?
thebeardmorebear: this is my first erik
erik316wttn: ok
thebeardmorebear: how bout you
erik316wttn: well, this is my second, but im the
co-host of a game, so im privy to all sorts of
strategies and stuff
erik316wttn: i get to sit behind the scenes
thebeardmorebear: coooooool........I can't wait to
start!!
erik316wttn: neither can i



















Day 18

I was surprised to see a vote cast against you, I thought maybe you permitted it. Connor asked me for whom he should vote. I couldn't tell him; I didn't want to influence his vote. I did tell him that I was voting for him. :( This is when it got hard. I was hoping we wouldn't have to come to this. I really thought we could be coming away from ICs like gangbusters. Now that we're going into the merge, I can vote against the other team. It's funny. It's so easy to make adversaries of people I have never met. I am sure once I get to know some people, I will feel the same way with them as I do with Sanguis.

When I make it on the show ::thinking positive:: I will be a wreck having to make alliances, perhaps going back on promises, making friends, and voting them off. I guess I've gotta thicken my skin. I wonder if it will be esay to find waknesses in any alliances in the other camp.

Joel